I have selected from many people and I chose him now

I want to do a real research for whom will take Nakhun’s role, really wants to learn about him, and also want to have the same lifestyle. I wanna feel like it’s not just me to put an effort alone. I know it’s hard to take this role but I want a person who wants to go through this along with me.

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これJへの当て付け入ってない？w